I’m scared, I’m depressed, and just bottom line not happy. Everyone sees me laughing and smiling having a good time. Even though at any moment I feel like I’m just gonna break down. The worst part is I don’t know what the fallout from me breaking down is going to result in. I hate my job but because of my debts I can’t leave. I wanna continue going to school but I can’t cause of my job. I can’t get another job cause I need a degree or experience. I’m stressed and trying to find a way out but I can’t. I’m not happy and I can’t fix it.